I was all dressed up and ready to go for a 20 miler today, but then I looked out the window. Pouring down rain and storming! How did I not notice this while I was getting dressed? Back to bed, I suppose. The disordered part of me is screaming that I need to burn off all the calories that I ate carb-loading last night... or the past 3 days. Yeah, it hasn't been a good week.
I keep telling myself I'm going to crack down and lose the weight for good, but I just can't do it. I keep binge eating and I don't know why. So maybe keeping a sort of online journal will fix this. We'll see.
On another note, I'm thinking about asking to switch floors in my dorm. Everyone on this floor hates me and lets it be known, so what's the point? And all I've done is ask them to be quiet so I can get some sleep. They should try running 50 miles a week on limited sleep. Ha.
Anyway, that's all for now.
Later.
